Sunday, July 13, 2008

=(

im freaking out.
maybe next week is going to be the busiest week in my life. i dare not write anything in my planner simply becoz im tooo scared to even think about next week. doesnt sound like a gud plan kan...

anyway, i hv only one day to decide whether or not i shud go for the 2nd interview at MAS. not that i dont want to but given the very limited time that i have right now...seems like i shudnt go n make fun of myself in front of those people. i still dont hv a lesson plan for them but since they said i dont have to, maybe i wont do it. but still, i need one for myself...gosh. i only hv rough ideas of wat to do n some activities for the boys but still...aih. another thing that has been bothering me is the contract. how on earth can i do my masters if i am bonded with them. aiyoh.a catch 22.

n so tomorrow will be a historical day in my life. yaih. now i know y people say that being grown ups is not as fun as growing up. *sigh* i didnt mean being grown up is all bad but its just i can still remember...being kids was perhaps the best period in my life.

then, i'll hv another 2nd interview on thursday n though ive been notified for like 3 weeks, i think im only 40% prepared for it. n this is something big for me..im willing to kill anyone (except frens n family, of course) juz to make sure i am selected. i think i spent too much time worrying than preparing. well, thats normal for people who know me. ayyayayayaya~
very stressed.

dear peanut+friends, i need some hugs. quick.

9 comments:

aLeng munirah said...

*hugs*

tYdYnA said...

hungga-hungga

mira amir @ miraneq said...

kiss kiss kiss untuk anda :)

mie_amour said...

apakah kerja itu yang sangat anda cemaskan?huhuhu...dun b afraid..rnung2kan dan slamat bramal!

mauri said...

terime kasih kawan2. dgn ini, secare rasminye aku tlh merejek offer from MAS. aku harap ini keputsan yg betul. hehe

Jebon said...

8 bakul peluk dari penduduk SS15 Subang Jaya, termasuk abang-abang yang kerja kat 7-11(dia orang memang suka peluk-peluk ni) dan gadis-gadis tukang urut siam yang buka rumah urut di atas 7-11(sambil peluk sambil urut, bonus tu).

ina said...

xoxo

akucali said...

nak peluk dari aku. bukan senang. i dont give out hugs. lol. hahaha. eh keje ape kat MAS kao dapat? aku nak apply instead bleh? nak nak nak

-t- said...

syaja.
u r making a mountain out of a molehill.
y do u alws think dat u r not up to their expectations?
u hv a lot more.
cheer up! =]